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Today has been surreal.
This morning I awoke from a disturbing dream. Apparently a bunch of lesbians had raise a solid amount of cash for me to be a target in their gang bang. Nothing happened...I woke up before I got to the rendevous. I just kept thinking...You want to pay me how much? I cannot even remember the amount...just it was heaps...like pay off all my debts, pay for the wedding and buy a house and trip overseas amount.
I have glaciers in my sinuses...I can hear them shifting...that awe inspiring creaking.
When I blow my nose it sounds like a blender according to work-mates.
I have razor blades in my mouth...I feel bits of my lung come up with the pheglm...they are chewy.
Soothers work better than Stepsils
I think it's official I miss the ciggies...I mentioned it at work today to several people, the amount of hand-shaking, congrats and high-fiving I thought I had told them I had just become a dad. Werid.
Should be getting Wiggles and Brum DVDs tommorrow for
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Well, I think I'm over my "fever" stage. I now can feel the cold and am no longer wandering around the house in the early morning in t-shirt. My voice quivers between sounding normal, cutting out completely and possessed Regan. Still no ciggies.
Today has been surreal.
This morning I awoke from a disturbing dream. Apparently a bunch of lesbians had raise a solid amount of cash for me to be a target in their gang bang. Nothing happened...I woke up before I got to the rendevous. I just kept thinking...You want to pay me how much? I cannot even remember the amount...just it was heaps...like pay off all my debts, pay for the wedding and buy a house and trip overseas amount.
I have glaciers in my sinuses...I can hear them shifting...that awe inspiring creaking.
When I blow my nose it sounds like a blender according to work-mates.
I have razor blades in my mouth...I feel bits of my lung come up with the pheglm...they are chewy.
Soothers work better than Stepsils
I think it's official I miss the ciggies...I mentioned it at work today to several people, the amount of hand-shaking, congrats and high-fiving I thought I had told them I had just become a dad. Werid.
Should be getting Wiggles and Brum DVDs tommorrow for <lj-user="talera">'s visit. It feels so werid requesting such things for self.
A flute playing busker was playing the Imperial March from <i>Star Wars</i> as I walked past...it sounded strangely happy and upbeat.
I've decided to make note of things I miss due to smoking...One for each day so far
1. Time goes so much slower
2. Cannot perform ritual of summantion of transport
3. For once in my life ciggies smell good as oppose to bad when I did smoke
4. I have no reason to go outside into the yard
5. Can no longer blow smoke rings
Sad init?
Today has been surreal.
This morning I awoke from a disturbing dream. Apparently a bunch of lesbians had raise a solid amount of cash for me to be a target in their gang bang. Nothing happened...I woke up before I got to the rendevous. I just kept thinking...You want to pay me how much? I cannot even remember the amount...just it was heaps...like pay off all my debts, pay for the wedding and buy a house and trip overseas amount.
I have glaciers in my sinuses...I can hear them shifting...that awe inspiring creaking.
When I blow my nose it sounds like a blender according to work-mates.
I have razor blades in my mouth...I feel bits of my lung come up with the pheglm...they are chewy.
Soothers work better than Stepsils
I think it's official I miss the ciggies...I mentioned it at work today to several people, the amount of hand-shaking, congrats and high-fiving I thought I had told them I had just become a dad. Werid.
Should be getting Wiggles and Brum DVDs tommorrow for <lj-user="talera">'s visit. It feels so werid requesting such things for self.
A flute playing busker was playing the Imperial March from <i>Star Wars</i> as I walked past...it sounded strangely happy and upbeat.
I've decided to make note of things I miss due to smoking...One for each day so far
1. Time goes so much slower
2. Cannot perform ritual of summantion of transport
3. For once in my life ciggies smell good as oppose to bad when I did smoke
4. I have no reason to go outside into the yard
5. Can no longer blow smoke rings
Sad init?
July 14 2005, 21:35:32 UTC 6 years ago
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July 14 2005, 22:47:24 UTC 6 years ago
2. Yes you can, drinks/food will work if not allowed to have it on the bus. Also I find getting to a really good part in a book works too...
3. Yeah, but think of what your lungs would feel like if you were smoking with how they are now
4. So you miss putting your body in and out of the cold and thereby reduce your susceptability for what you have now.
5. I never could so I don't know what I would have replaced it with.
Thanks for grabbing wiggles and brum, it will make Alex's day, trust me :) Also means it's one less thing to pack, though I'll prolly give a call on sat to make sure you managed to get them. He'll prolly want to watch brum not long after getting to your place so he has something familiar and comfy. Also, please forgive if I look trashed out when I turn up, going out night before and may not have slept much etc.
July 15 2005, 00:01:09 UTC 6 years ago
July 15 2005, 04:24:53 UTC 6 years ago
My dreams always revolve around people with big heads talking about spagettei